Monday, April 19, 2010

9 weeks

FINALLY!!!!!!! It takes forever it seeems to get to Sunday of every week. Not a lot going on around here. We went to the University of Louisville spring game on Friday. I told T that I am not sure if I am going to be able to make it to a game this fall, that makes me sad because this is the first year that he has season tickets and they are awesome so I am gonna miss it.

The good: My boobs just keep getting bigger and bigger.We are only 3 weeks from telling everyone and 2 weeks from seeing the Turkey again!

The bad: I have a killer headache. I can hardly move. When I move or bend over then I feel like I am going to puke and pass out. People are treating me like I am glass. I'm not.

The ugly: I don't know. Maybe the fact that I feel like I need something sweet everyday and ice cream is my preference.

And here is some sad. It will be 1 year on Wednesday that we found out that the baby we thought we would have was no longer alive. I am terrified. Only 1 week away from 10 weeks which I was when we found out. I will post more about it when I can think it through and figure out what I want to say.


cheryllookingforward said...

This will be such a hard milestone to get through. But you can do it. The other side is amazing and I can't wait to cheer for you once you get there!

Ana F said...

Last week, the day I had my 9wk appointment was the same day I had the D&C last year, but hearing that strong hb made all the difference. Im sure it will be hard, but everything is going sooo great that you will be feeling more confident! Im sure you will have a great appointment!!! Is that your NT u/s?

AKD said...

We haven't reached Maddie's one-year birthday in Heaven yet (that'll be this July), but I know that reaching the same point in pregnancy that I was when I lost her (21w3d) was really hard. That was actually harder for me than her due date. I hope that the next week is peaceful for you, and full of hope.

Mrs. Gamgee said...

I've just passed the point in this pregnancy where we lost our second angel baby, and the week leading up to it was painfully deblitating. Hang in there, it will pass!

I'm sorry you are having to deal with the headaches too... I pray they leave you alone soon!


Sonja said...

*hugs* Thinking of you!


Anonymous said...

Sounds like you're just behind me in pregnancy. I am 12w today and also lost a baby at 10 weeks back in December. I know the feeling of being so nervous. I've come to hate ultrasounds because they seem to bring bad news too often. We have our 12w scan on Tuesday and we're hoping that we make it out of the 1st tri this time.

Wishing you lots of luck. Looking forward to following along!

Kelly said...

Congratulations on the 9 week mark! I sure hope your headaches get better!

Robin said...

Just concentrate on that good big boog thing! (LOL) That'll help you survive the bad and the ugly!


Robin said...

Oh, NO - I meant BOOB not BOOG (extreme laughter and embarrassment!)


Niki said...

Congrats on your BPF. I wish you lost of sticky dust and a healthy pregnancy.

Happy ICLW!(#70)